Friday, August 1, 2008

photography anyone?





more on my flickr account.just click at my side bar= ))
cya!!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Forever



forever i will remember all the feelings that i get when im with you
forever i will replay the soft soothing words of yours in my head
and forever i will be yours.
we're 7 months in 2 days.
we've been through perfect happiness all this while.
never fought,just argue and laugh at the end of the minute.
how amazing u can make me feel.
clock ticks and not a second i dont think of you.
serious baby,i love you..and no one else could ever take that away.
sayang sangat at you,shahrin ismail.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

MERCY!!

No,not duffy's mercy(if im not mistaken her albums called mercy,rite?) but its MERCY MERCY the band.Their demos out now only Rm 5.four songs.GET THEM NOW!

listen to their songs here:
myspace.com/moonamusica

7/10 overall.my own personal ratings= )

Thursday, May 22, 2008

cinema-tic problem

I have yet to tell you about the terrible cinema 1 at Klcc,Well,lets just not be too hard on this,It may be the only time that it was terrible and i,along with say 50 other people were just unlucky.However,I cant stop but to think of such problem to occur after 50 years of independence and especially at a cinema in the building the whole world knows and wishes to visit.

Around last month,I was offered by my generous cousin and his wife to watch ironman.Being someone who loves going into the cinema just for the sake of the big screen and the big sound system which i always get excited upon,how could i resist such an offer.I said yes without hessitation.Ironman wasnt something i looked forward to but as i told you,i always get excited in the cinema no matter what.As we got in the cinema,we went straight to our seats,of course pfft,which was fairly positioned-not too close to the screen.My favourite place to set my arse down and the best view for my eyes is actually the last row of the cinema.Im not complaining,im just saying,incase you were thinking of belanja-ing me a movie =p.

Ok wokay,as i was saying,we settled down at our seats and as usual theres these ads right which took some time from the movie.Thats the norm and everyone forgives and gives chance for ads already these days. Losing the long sighs and patiently chewing their pop corns with drowsy eyes set on the big screen and body slowly and subconsciously sinking in their seats.Until the movie starts people will start sitting straight on their seats again,eyes wide open and suddenly chewing their pop corn with loads of epitite like they were chewing ham burgers.Their hearts suddenly pound faster for no reason,excitement i believe though,and minds were 'panicked' with curiosity.Too bad i did not have a bucket of pop corn with me.If not,thats how id be.Ironman started and it stopped the beating hearts of people seconds later.It had no sound and the movie did not stop.Worse,the starting was when the bomb exploded(in the movie).How can you watch a bomb explode with no sound?You cant feeeeeel the terror the thing that makes you inadvertanly fall back at your seats,the thing that gives you the extra speed as your heart races.Instead it crashes our hearts,a massive dissapointment.People started with the 'Oiiii APE NI!WOI WOI" and i went "HARGGHHHHH BOTO"=p

Well,seriously,it dissapoints us.11 buck tickets,i was angry and i didnt even pay for the ticket.The movie re-started and again,mute.An announcement was made to say that there was a techinical problem and were told to stay calm.We waited 10 minutes or so and thankfully,the movie went smoothly later.A refund or discount should be something we should have asked for but i guess people forgive,just like with the ads.
= )
&&& before i forget,I didnt expect ironman to be that good.3 stars if i were to rate.Worth the wait.
That is all folks.

Monday, April 21, 2008

lately

Im still very much alive right now despite not doing much and basically rotting at home losing my mind waiting for the acceptance letter to enter university.Recently i went for a mass comunication interview at uitm shah alam with pretty much confidence in myself.I brought something extra-a huge file of my portfolio which includes everything that i've done,my artwork that is,which I though was quite necessary for this interview.As i reached uitm,i discovered that it wasn't (necessary) and i was,in hundreds, the only one who brought a portfolio.Everyone came with just a small file of certificates.I didn't bother if I was 'the girl with a file bigger than her',but honestly i wished i didn't bring that along.You see,my intention was to show the interviewer(s) of what Im capable of doing you know,besides just talking sense like what i believe others who went for the interview was ready for.So its just a lil something extra-i thought.Until,my turn came rite,and i was so ready to create a convincing conversation with them.First thing I said to them,as i enter the room was about my portfolio.I told them i had something extra with me.And they were impressed with my work,seriously.Too impressed that we end up talking about my talent and they felt that its a waste fr me to take up mass communications as i deserve so much to be in an art and design course.Personally,i know i am all suite up to do art and design but i've thought about it and i want to do mass communications.So,they asked me a few questions like why i want mass comm and why uitm.I answered,trying my best to get them into interviewing me on mass com rite,like what I WAS THERE FOR.Heck,it didnt work.They kept telling me how good n incredible my talent is and i should go try out for ad interview.I didn't want to lose,i felt like crying.I told them,again,this..is..what..i..want.I don't know if i'm convincing enough.So heres what they said at last:-call up uitm and try out for ad interview tell them u din not get mass com.lyana,we like you,really,just try out for the interview,at least you'll have TWO OPTIONS later on to choose from.They're freaking twisting my head.Are you going to accept me or not.If im ok,if you really like me why don't you just accept me.You don't ask people to take up something they don't want.So I went out of the room feeling very2 miserable and regreted bringing my portfolio along.But by studying their faces,i still believe that they will,still,accept me in mass com.Ill just pray for now.But,screw you,i don't know if i should be mad at the both of you but you got me into being a bigtime moody n miserable pig.Yes,i feel like a pig.

rub it off.Im done thinking and i'll wait patiently for now.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

sometimes...

sometimes.........

byk pikir
rasa still hard to get around with people
i feel stupid
rasa want to go bck to childhood days
rasa want to fast forward
rasa xnk duk msia wanna stay somewhere else
rasa want a newlife
missing the old times with my brothers and miss being the centre of attention
rasa everything i do or say aint right
rasa i dont deserve the good
rasa people take me for granted
i can be neurotic
i care too much what people think of me
i just don't bother
i feel like a coward
lifes just so sucky n cruel.
i feel defeated.
i need someone badly

insecurities.xhabes2 haunting me.im such a 'negative creep'

Monday, March 10, 2008

blade o blada= )

Whats been up besides my business?

Heres the cliche line.Lifes pretty much the same.Im 18 and Im like most other 18 year olds,who decided to wait for the results and not to go to college.I don't know if I have a solid reason to not go to college but I have again,like most 18 year olds,few selfish reasons to not go to college: I was afraid I won't get the time to 'enjoy' and do whatever I want if I were in college right after spm.Secondly,I am not ready to get my brains to work and to learn new serious subjects which also means i am too lazy and in need of a break from studying.Thirdly,well theres no third reason.I guess if I were already in college i won't get the chance to do alot of things:

I won't get the chance to develop my art and get myself involve in business.I do see this as a learning process actually.I think i've learn how to appreciate money more compared to before.Although i've always knew that to earn money is not easy,but it was just not more than knowing that fact.Now,i've actually experienced it myself,going through all the hard work trying to get a single penny of my own.It is not easy peasy but the satisfaction you'll get after is such a pleasure.I just can't imagine how my dad works.I mean I feel like my life is too comfortable,getting everything i want,I don't see a single problem.He gives me everything.I just feel guilty-for not getting good grades and using loads of his money.Well,results will be out this wednesday and I'm so afraid to disapoint my parents.But what's done is done,I'll do good next time I guess.No use crying over spilt milk right.

Moreover,if I were already in college,I'll probably won't get the chance to spent time as much as i've spent with my boyfriend and getting to know him more.I'll most probably forget about him and hook up with another guy from college or staying single and being flirty like I was after school ended.Well,you know,the 'girls just wanna have fun' thingy.I'll probably won't get the chance to even know what a great friend he is,won't get the chance to meet his lovely friends and lets just say,i don't think he'll even be in my life chapter.

Besides that,getting into college that early would make me miss loads of gigs.I do enjoy going to gigs,supporting local bands as well as meeting new people.My social life definitely has improved so much more by getting involved in these things.I mean,i now mix with people easily compared to before,I only hang with my close friends.I've also learned to be more friendly to people.hihi.Not to say that I was not friendly before but I just did not bother much of other people.;)

I might not also get the chance to have my vacation in Perth,Australia this may with my momma if I were in college.Yes,I'll miss teh chance to have fun during winter there!Plus this time around i'll only be going with mama alone,just the two of us,leaving the rest of the family behind.My dad was moody for a week or so when we decided to go there.He ended up buying himself a new car.Ah well,whatever makes you happy,papa=)Ill also miss the happy moments i spent with mama.Going for breakfast,lunch or just hanging out getting a drink and talking crap.Im not ready to leave her alone.Im too close to her.huhu yeah,anak mama.

Oh!college would also cost my dad alot.I mean,it didn't matter if I were as smart and as hard working as KOng Lee Lian or Kushin kaur or Shamine Sanusi-my babes=p.If I were them,I guess i won't be wasting my dad's money,it'll be worth it.So,yeah,few selfish reasons that i could think of for not going to college so soon.And i guess i've spent my break very well.I didn't waste my time and doing nothing.Though i must admit that going to British Council didn't really helped me much.I still have problem speaking,getting my words right and my writting didn't improve too.It helped me a little but you know,not much.Ill finish by end of march if I'm not mistaken.Can't wait though.lol.I don't really enjoy going there,for some reasons.

godddd,my heart just races everytime i think of the results this wednesday.I am going to faint.
wish me luck.Though,could i possibly get lucky still?miracle perhaps?That will so do!
cheers everyone= )

Sunday, March 9, 2008

SOLD OUT!!!!

ALL S.K.I.P ART stuffs are sold out!
s.k.i.p art's first event at mcpa,9th march 08,managed to sell all of my stuff!thank you people!thank you thank you.=D
For those who were A LIL late to get one of my shirts,i'll print more soon okay?But now im up for a new design because i want something fresh!hehehe.

bdw,MANY THANKS TO:
1.fye and havana clothing
thanx for selling together and sharing the same booth just now.

2.my dear boyfriend
for helping me out at the booth and for making me happy=p but danggggg,i u farted TWICE at me today!give warning so that i can get away before u freaking release ur gas! tgk ah hang,aku kumpui gas aku byk2 dulu,kentut kat muka hang!sampai pengsan!

3.dear friend capik
tumpang kereta,anta umah.heheh.tq;p

4.qib and rest of my cuzins who came to mcpa just now
thanx teman jaga booth skali.and sonok dapat kuar mamam later that nite

5.zaxx my ex-booth neighbour=p (aliff yang mana then?)
for ur demo.yeay!i got one!!

6.my dad!
i know...i know....i was home too late..but i HAD to watch oag performed!!!but i guess midnites too late for a 18 year old girl to come home.sry to make u n mama angry and worried.didnt mean too,im serious.thanx for not scolding me when i got home just now..


THANK YOU once again.i've now get to taste success.more to come!perserverence freaking work!good thing i didnt give up last time when i didnt have customers and wasted loadsss of money.
cant do without you people.
i love all of u=' )