S.K.I.P ART!

people people!!my yummy printed items have arrived!!


ladies tees!RM25 each!
TWO LEFT!i manage to sell.very fortunate.but no worries im printing more this week hopefully.
thank you buyers!thanx for the support!

here are the matching bags!
7 bags left!
rm 12 each


dont forget about this handmade one.still up for sale= )


and this:order now!handmade rm 35


i hope to have new designs soon and more money for new printings.await for s.k.ip art's next edition!
THANK YOU so much!

UPCOMING EVENTS:ill be here!




yours truly.

Two a.m

randomness+boredom+insomnia

what songs keep you singing
what do they mean to you.
what you want
is what you do to me.

What thoughts keep you thinking
what makes us who we are.
what you think of me
is what I am to you.

sing for me
think of me
what we do
is what brings us to where we are.


As you can see,ive lost half of my mind.
results were not out yesterday as rumoured.rumours roumours.stop spreading them.Ive waited anticipatedly and with anxiety and curiosity.The eagerness to know my grades just burned out!
Friends,where are you??my hot babes.I miss you bitches.

Kushwin,i know your busy but ive also heard ur out clubbing pretty often.woooooman,you better get your licence done,take me out and i'll sleep wherever you're sleeping after.

Kong lee lian,i know your busy and taylor's your second home now but you have to take a break and hang with me,again.

Jane,i know your currently as free as i am,but where the hell are you??

Shal,i heard you're in sunway now and that is all.

raja,repeat what i say on shal.

aneesha,ive heard you came back from plkn recently but do you realize that we have not talked to each other eversince school ended?im textin you tomorrow!

chris,I have not a clue if you're dead or alive.

maureen,sweetie i miss you.

everyones scattered too far from each other.i want a reunion!!!!!

its a gig dude@mcpa

Again mcpa is the place for gigs.Yesterday had the 'its a gig dude' gig there and as usual the turn out was awesome.Its good to see people supporting our local acts,being there moshing,jumping, and headbanging to locals' very improved and rising bands.Among who performed were bunkface(fuck,i missed their show!),have a nice death,our very own kajang band hijau as the opening act,black territory,couple and few more.It was a disapointment for hujan fans though as they did not turn up at their show for some crucial reasons I supposed.Anyways,it was great.I also finally had the chance to meet up with my cousin belle whom i havent seen for months!I missed her so.Also,before the gig i had this little celebration with my boyfriend,just the two of us at kenny rogers in times square.It was to celebrate mine and his belated bday as well as our belated anniversary.As we arrived at mcpa we hanged and hanged before we got into the gig.I tried seeling my s.k.i.p art t-shirt but no one bought it.I was practically promoting to the ladies there(even in the ladies' room),gave them a short brief on what i do.Even though they didnt buy it,it was great to see them showing some interest in my shirt and were kind enough to save my myspace link in their handphones.Of course not all showed interest.There were also a few who quickily said 'no thank you'.Ah well,it was worth it and i don't mind people saying no.Thats just how it is.We get a yes and a no,so its okay.=)I also did a custom t-shirt my boyfriend asked loooooonnng time ago.I finally got it done and gave it to him at the gig.Before his show started,he changed to that shirt and so it means,he freaking wore that shirt during his show!=))It made me happy to see him wear that shirt which was actually something i did spontaneously without designing it first.Well,i had something in my head.Thank god it tured out ok but a little messy.

I was also happy that i got the chance to be on stage and take pictures of his band playing.It was my first try taking photos of performances at gigs.Out of the whole bunch of pics i took,only few which i was satisfied with.heres some:




Okay,they're not that good but you know,first try.maybe my second would improve.= )Couple was the last band to perform if im not mistaken.I went back straight away after they performed as it was already 10 pm.Plus,I pictured angry faces of my parents at home waiting for me.I was supposed to go home at 5 pm.Yeahhh.5 hours late!yikes!
heres them if uve never heard of em:


alrite.toodles yaw.

I'M FRESH!

Hey earthlings!Ive started fresh,finally!Please boys and girls,take a seat,relax your shoulders and shake off that curiosity .Ive finally made my decision after a few weeks of being seriously disturbed by my sinking business and the whole hole in my wallet thing. Allow me to represent to you:



S.K.I.P ART is my new art label.Im on my own now.I've got to tell you that i feel pretty darn good about this.Im slowly trying to develop my art into my interest as well as other's.What i've learned so far is,it has to work both ways.Agreement between myself and the public(what majority would want).What i do is basically anything that im capable to do with art which includes paintings,photography,drawings,scribbled arts on anything thats possible and what i've mentioned earlier,t-shirts which i do them handmade and printed.I also do custom t-shirts but custom shirts(only handmade) is still on the hang because i've ran out of money to buy the super duper expensive fabric dyes and pens.Meanwhile,some of my shirts and bags,yes bags*new* are at the printing shop now.I should be able to pick them up and sell by march.so stay tuned here=)

Here's one of my handmade shirts.(ladies')My first s.k.i.p art design.Its up for sale and its rm35.

ladies come on,buy one!
For orders or if you're not clear about s.k.i.p art,please do contact me via myspace which you can just click my link at my side bar.
Please,please tell your friends and everybody about s.k.i.p art.spread it please.= )
Thank you people.!
support me,our local bands and brands.Msia boleh!=p

today im a champion

......because i had the guts to invite these to boys in,who crashed my home earlier today knowing that my parents would just appear at the doorstep anytime. Anyways,it wasn't that great actually as im feeling very feverish today.But still,all in all it was great hanging out with these two.my bf and his friend coppola.
some pics:

coppola's reall good at taking blur pictures im telling you; )ehehe

pelajar-pelajar drop-out sekolah menengah kebangsaan cicak kobain.

...and coppola just wears anything he founds at my house.first was the cowboy hat.then this

He also started to get high with my boyfriend,"mari kau,mari kau agagagagagagaga"

agggerrrrrrmuaahhh.dapat pon.awwwwwhhhh yearrghh

ahahaha!so that some some sneakpeak of just now.
till next time lah;)

so much for my obsession

Well i just cant stop painting. I want it back. The passion thing. I mean i have it but its currently not coming out.aggghhh benci! I've tried sitting and getting ideas but its either nothing or crap. I was so down last night that i couldnt sleep ,had a big headache and sheded some tears. Yes..its this big of a disapointment to me. The bf told me i shouldnt paint when im like this. It should be when im ok and happy and all ready to paint with a big smile. I cant smile..I just hope it comes back..and happy valentines syg.Wish you're here= ((

Here's something i painted last night.but it lacks passion..I don't really 'feel' this painting.


acrylic on canvas size of 8x8 in.
Im putting it on sale.
tribute to nirvana gig at skizo studio,cheras.
1st march 08 at 1 pm onwards.

getting people to appreciate my art is as hard as getting people to appreciate me.
Im waiting for someone with experience/an art critic to come up to me,shake my hand and tell me ive done a great work.A great work.Out of my bunch of paintings,i'll still be on top of the world if only ONE of them got recognition.its tough..and everything seems cruel= ( I'll accept all the rejections..although its of a million..

stressed

everything else but me is controlling me.They're eating me up.I need a break..What i want is not strong enough too come out. And i hate it..i need a break..i really need one..

im pathetic..

Too awesome to forget!!

THIS is a video of last year's prom.Our prom rocked HARDER when these guys,rock n roll john, do their thang on stage.MAN!i want to go back to those moments!!!!!I feel the urge to PARTAY right now!danggggggggggggggggggggggg.Didnt i tell ya our prom was the best ever.

and heres a beautiful pic i found on ain's page of us beautiful,hot and wild ladies:



and if you love rnr john,view and add them at their band page:
www.myspace.com/rnrjohn

im telling ya,YOU SHOULD.;D

and oh,this!!!


29th march 08
annexe central market
rm13 per head
1pm till end

spread it!

Starting fresh

Okay people,I've taken some time to think it through wisely about my lil t-shirt business. That was the problem of my insecurities lately and im revealing it now. Sorry to make some of you worried as i seem to have some moodie and emo moments.Especially to my bf, I apologize for any sudden over-reactions and the dont-feel-like-talking moments. Anyone thats into business, I'm telling (or warning) you,from my past experience that there is no playing around or the its-just-for-fun thingy when you're in a business. Make sure you do your homework well before starting anything alrite? If not, you'll end up like me-kusut tahap max,(insecure to the max) kekadang lapar sesangat(too hungry at times),kekadang kenyang la sgt(too full at times),kekadang tdo tak lena and mandi tak basah (slept not peacefully and bathed but not wet) and wasted alot of money as well as time. Haha sorry for the biligual thingy. Anyways,heres my real problem. I've done a few tees with stupid and ciplak (useless) fabric dye which made the colours to fade when washed. So 50% of my kusutness (insecurities) are caused by the guilty feelings that started to dwell in me eversince the complaints from my buyers came in. Another 20% was because of the new and actual fabric dye i found (that'll never fade) which costs so much that it choked me. It choked me and I almost cried like a baby. I HAD TO spent for some of the colours just to RE-DO the two t-shirts that my customers have ordered. So,yeah, its a total nightmare. Then,another 10% is because i had to cancel around 5 orders which before this I was really looking forward to do them. Since I cant do it,because the designs comsume a lot of colours and that as well means money, plus the new (and rather expensive) price i have to offer, I decided to stop doing handmade. Im thinking of doing printing from now on instead. So, I am going to start fresh by creating new designs as well as to start off again with printing but this is when the last 20% of my kusutness kicks in. I don't have the fucking money to fucking start fresh! As you can see (dnt bother the cursings) Its still a dilemma and im still freaking kusut. Dont bother me,i'll think once again. Meantime, heres my lil plan:

1. re-do the 2 tees
2. stick with selling paintings to get the money
3. get a name for my own clothing line (my own,not spinning jenny)
4. and lastly,do my fucking printed t shirts.(again,sry for the cursing)

Okay,yes, the third one. I know you're about to ask. The reason is, i don't feel like I'm in the team. I mean i don't feel like we're working together,as a team.It has always been an individual business anyway. So, why not just have my own but join them when we're involve in events.Im not 100% sure about this yet but...but....you know what, i have no final decision for ANY of theseeeee business thing yet. Yes,i'm still thinking.(pisses off) Updates later.ta.

p/s:Don't run or stop cheering (supporting) for me to go on top you cheerleaders (friends and others). Sorry for my crap.

i miss these guys.

they've been missing!craig nicholls-my younger-days hero; )you still rock my world mate!

Of fats and fats and FATS

life rate= 5/10

Alrite,i got few people coming up to me and ASKed me how i grew so fat. You should see their faces. They look disapointed as if its them whos grown fat. Yes,DISAPOINTED. I am not kidding, they even gave me this disbelieve look and sort of 'omg,you're A pig now!' look. Well, thanx guys and semi-congratulations,you brought down my life rate and if you succeed further, you'll probably bring down my weight too;D. Just let me tell you about myself first. I am....like a life version of a balloon. I inflate and deflate. Thats it. Enough said rite? I inflate AND deflate.I feel like a sumo wrestler now. I am going to exercise and diet at the same time. Kill me if you see me eating 'high calory foods' , Im giving you the permission to do so.Its just that guys, I inflate when i'am happy. Have you ever felt being happy, at all? Theres no borders, no bounderies. You'll do whatever you want and often subconciously. This is what happens. You binge and never felt any more beautiful. Well, until someone comes up to you and destroy your happiness by saying you're a fatty now. Don't get me wrong people, I thank you for telling me off. I aint want to grow fat. Its the thought of how to lose weight that brought me down and not what you people have said. Am i twisting you're minds? No,the last sentence was the real one. Scratch the top.;D

Jgn risau,aku exercise skang.ok?
Dont worry,ill exercise from now on.ok?
Damn, look how concerned you people are. How can i not love you guys!;p huggies! ( hug me now while im still very flashy;p )
take care kids.

Kusut serabai kepala otak

Im very very kusut(insecure + big headache) right now. Just when i tot my life rate was at 9/10 it went down to 6/10 in just 5 hours. Sheesh. Ive been sitting here on my bed for hours figuring this thing out(some problem im not telling in here) and it fired me with a huge headache. I should learn how to handle problems better. I need to buy a self-help book. I am serious. But first I need to calm down, stop being anxious and start solving this stupid problem.

1. write down all the problems im facing on a piece of paper
2. Go to the bathroom and wash my face
3. Make a hot tea
4. Write down what i think i need to do in order to solve the problems

And I really should change my sleeping time. Its all wrong timing lately. I need new daily schedule. I should sleep at midnite and wake up at 6 am.Wow, I know. I'll turn into a perfectionist by year 2010. Geoff Thompson (an author ) had put a great impact on me. Im a neaty now and everythings practically in order. My room is no longer a mess, my books are arranged nicely at their racks and i tidy up my bed after I wake up. I couldn't help it but praise myself on this. I have no idea how i could actually keep up with keeping everything neat when before this i even had a rat died in my bedroom beneath my dirty clothes on the floor. I think it got lost in my room, couldn't pass through the mountain (pile of my dirty clothes), got fed up and died. Im not sure if it was suicide or suffocation. Poor rat.

Off.

Happy and Prosperous Chinese New Year everyone!

You know, one of the things i love being in a multiracial country is that theres so many reasons to celebrate. We, have all kinds of celebrations and its great, its awesome when you think about it. The vibe is there, the happiness and love is in the air and smilling faces everywhere. Aint that just awesome? I love seeing people happy and i love being happy. Plus more public holidays for the kids and working people. Theres just one lil problem right now. I feel the urge to celebrate, to get out there and have fun with people and of course to get ang pau but im stuck here, at home. I dont know what to do or where to go. My chinese friend is only doing an open house in a weeks time. I feel like shopping. alone. But im here in Kajang and its too far or rather i feel too far to go to Kl. Normally from Setiawangsa, my apartment, its only like 5 minutes taking the lrt. I could go there back and forth anytime. OK, I know, I've complained too much.

Anyways, my life's at its peak rigt now. If I were to rate my life i'd give 9 out of ten. Thats how great my life is right now. Why not 10? Money. Money is a big problem. I am always broke that it scares the shit out of me. I'm sometimes depressed because of this. Whoever says money can't buy happiness, screw you. Money can freaking buy happiness. There should be no debate about this. I want money . I know, i know you people are screaming 'get ur ass to work!', or the less rude people would say,'kau keje ar dowh 'or the nicer ones would say, 'u should get a job,u know '.Thank you people but I am working,ok? I have a job. I make ts and paintings and other creative stuff. Its just that these things need a lot of investment. And Ive just invest a whole lot of money. To get that money back takes a lot of time. I mean A lot. I'll try not to think about it. But no one is stopping me from going shopping once i get the money. Delay all the outings! I need to shop! Sorry friends who were kind to ask me out for a drink, i seriously have no money and although actually i do have some, they're just not meant to be spent.
The 9 out of 10 includes happy being 18, done with highschool, an awesome relationship with the family,boyfriend and friends, more days to do whatever i want ,growing and inviting business and yeah,everything just seems great. Now this is the reason for my gained pounds.I binge like nobody's business these days and ive definitely grew fatter. This is what happens when ur life rate is 9/10.I need to sweat. I seriously need to s w e a t. GIG! I need to go to a gig. I gotta tell ya thats the best workout ever! Here's one im looking forward to:

HARMACY and MUCK are playing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They play good shows im not kidding.But,15 bucks.dayemmm.now its 50-50. Do you see what I mean? Happiness is taken away just like that because of 'kecek elek' (no cash).

Happy cny again!

im proud of myself; p

Heres a customer of mine who made me proud. Thanks Lini, for the support. I appreciate it so much! I'll call u up if i need a model. muahs!;D

Special day over. Many Thanks:

Thank you everyone for wishing me for my birthday.You people are the sweetest ever!It was a great 18th birtday i have to say.Felt awesome.Thanx mama n papa for bringing the big family together at cozy house at Great Eastern Mall, Ampang.Also for the delicious chocolate cake.Thanx Fairuz,my brother who wished me the first and at midnight sharp.Not only that, u even gave me two lovely picture frames.I love it. Abg Hafiz, though you couldn't get me the body shop lotion i wanted, u still gave me fifty bucks which was damn awesome of you.hehe. Aunty Yah, for the jean-type bag which i plan to use it for class.My other aunts and cousins who added to that fifty bucks, thank you also. To kak emi and abang Nizar, you guys have bought a present that i love so much. A photo album full of cats; p. You know how much I love cats but i cant help it that Im still a lil sad about the tragic and traumatizin death of my cat remang who was not only a cat but was actually my soulmate. Anyways, i don't plan to blog about her. Its too sad. Nufail,my 'twin' , thank you for the t shirt. Syg kamu. Iqin, fairuz's girlfriend who was very kind to give me a cheerful coloured card which made me all excited just by looking at it,thank you; D. It was a simple yet great birthday.

Whats more exciting is abg Nizar and Kak emi ordered two paintings sizes of an A3. Type of painting like i wanted selling at annexe. And Jim Flora's (an artist) style. Ive never done this type of painting but i did not say no.I will not say no. I will never say no. So, yes I am going to do it. No matter what. A cousin of mine also ordered a tshirt from me which is great. Adam, a friend i knew from myspace also ordered a shirt which i have to design for him. So hey, Im still in business ;D Then few hours ago I spent quite long being on the net just to find people who are doing art works or organizing events. I really need to broaden my 'horizon'. I need to spread my art. I really need to improve. So, i added a few just now and i found a new organizing team,bebas who was actually introduced by nufail. They're like rantai (another organizing team) but is newer and much more easier to approach compared to rantai who doesnt really reply my inquiries or wtv. So, thats alright and thankfully i found bebas. The better news is that they're still looking for a photographer to be in their team. So, without hesitant i offered myself. Showed them my work and they will consider it. They'll inform me if im in or not, soon.This is bebas:


check them out at www.myspace.com/bebasmusical

Back to last friday,I went to my apartment in ampang which is a concrete jungle which i dont really like staying in because im a nature freak. So, a home surrounded by buildings really gives me a headache. Everytime i go there i'll be homesick. I'll miss my whole-life-home here in Kajang where i have trees all around and a garden like a golfcourse with full of much fresher air. Anyways i went there in the morning and sat for 15 minutes,read the newspaper (yes,i read the newspaper;p) and was bored shitless later. So I went out to klcc on my own by the lrt which the station is only across the road from the apartment. Didnt feel like walking alone at klcc, unless i had the cash i wont mind shopping. alone . Since my pocket was empty, I textd shahrin (my boyfriend) to come hang out. Thankfully, he was free and came few minutes later. Well, Wangsa Maju isnt that far, so yeah. We walked around klcc up and down, round and round till we decided we could not do that anymore. So Shahrin had a great idea.We went in the Petronas Gallery to see some art.He finally knows what type of person I am; ). The amazing thing about this gallery is, it's free. F R E E. and i just got to know that! nampak sgt org tak appreciate art. And although its free, you dont see people in there! Anyways,i enjoyed it so much.

Thats it folks.goodnite.