Tuesday, September 25, 2007

little thoughts:confused

I feel like evryone is avoiding me.Well not everyone but,why is the boyfriend not replyin my comment??The last time he did that was before he ask for a break up.dnt tell me another break ups coming.damn.
and shahrin,miss him.havent talked like before for quite sometime and he'll only reply my message once.
i thought i was nice to everyone.

what now?
xpaham man.

Monday, September 24, 2007

a lie turns out to be a disaster

Well,okay,not really a disaster but..
hah,heres the story.I was too lazy to wake up for school this morning and fortunately i got my period and with that,had some reasons to lie to my mum.I told my mum that i had period cramps and so,i have to skip school.And well i did.BUT,god was angry with me and gave me cold.yes,COLD.Im having running nose and its annoying.However,im okay with it though.

I SO DNT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL and sit for another 5 sets of diagnostic papers!Im tired of exams!god.i've been having exams straight for more than a month already.I know,i know,im so not ready for spm.I know i have to change.I know,i know what i should do.But,i really need a break...terribly.please,just another day,get me well and ill start new.well,ill try.please god,i beg u...

and oh,since my band couldnt get another chick to play the guitars or bass,fye(my cousin)is our sessionist.Just for the mean time till we find a girl who can play.So,now its 3 girls and a guy.heh.very odd.oh,we're like 'the course' now.huhu.bdw,any girls here up for this?any guitarist in the house??inform me=)

song selections:

island in the sun-weezer
with or without control-sahara hotnights
promises-the cranberries

thats all for now.few simplest songs which arnt really simple to me.damn!i need to improve with my drumming!

Another good news is,a couple of days back,a guy named AM,some of my friends' friend asked me to join his band and play indie.I was excited about it but at the same time i was scared.so i chickened out with a lame reason of 'nak majukan the band i have now first'.But he sort of begged me(because there isn't any other drummers).And he convinced me by saying they are all noobies(new to bands)and that they wanna take it slow and nasz(a friend of ours who is a great drummer and not to mention,my idol)will teach me how to play..And so i sort of agreed,i guess.the vocalist will be a girl.I have to say that this might work well.but,the little problem is that,i know none of them!even Am himself.i havent even met him and i might be 'gelabah' aka nervous and not relaxed when i play the drums,which will make everything worse.I guess i have to practise ALOT and try to relax.
we'll start when we're all free.

Heres Am:



wish me luck.

life update

Life has been great for the past few months till today.I got myself a new boyfriend,after two and the half years with the ex.I thought,i seriously wasnt gonna get any other guy once i break up with the ex because i never really liked many guys.Most guys i've known arent just my type.The miracle is that,just right before i set my words for breaking up with the ex,i met a new guy at art class.And yes,to my surprise,i like him.I like him a lot.Hes no other ordinary guy.hes prety different.And so i broke up with the ex and got together with this new guy days after.
heres a pic of the boyfriend:


woopsie,my bad;)

yeap,this is he.

done.enough with my lovelife.


EOS 350D.
why the fuck can i get this thing?Ive been wanting a dslr since last year.My mom knows how badly i want this thing.Ive even wanted to use my own money(from the bank) to get this thing.But no,she says papa will get me one IF i come off with flying colours for spm.And thats next year!AND IF i live up to their high expectations.Damn,god is really testing my patience here.Everybody else has turned into a pro in photography.I dont even have a freaking dslr.I mean pfft,i cant do much with a sony cybershot can i.ive been using but theres limits.theres noise n i cant really zoom it,and the shutter speed macam siput!curse!


sara,neb and yours truly.
The Cheer-i-Os.
I finally formed a girl band which I wanted to since i was kicked from a band with a bunch of guys last year.Ahh,no big deal though,they havent really gone up and i think will start off at the same time as us.Moving on.It actually took months for me to realize that i have a friend(well not close at that time)who could play the guitar very well.And I thought,hey why not we form a band.I approaced her and she agreed there n then.Neb,bless you.And sara,I really cant wait to hear u sing;p bless you too.We 3 amigos are all up and up for this!

neb on guitars,sara on vocals and myself on the drums.I hope i dont dissapoint them as I dnt have much drumming skills and not to mention my timing sucks.Tho,i promise myself to get as much practise as i can and hope we're good enough to start off playing at gigs and shows.Well this sunday will have our first ever jamming practise at my place.Theres a graduation dinner,for my school in october and we'll be performing,if god will give us a chance.We really need to play for this graduation as our first experience before we perform at my schools prom in december.
ahh yes,prom.
heres the link,anyone,do check it out.its for the public.If anyones free on that day,do come.dnt be shy.Its really open to public.

www.myspace.com/theprom2007.

aite.cheerio everyone.

hello earthlings!

Im here adding to the number of people on blogspot.com.I havent been blogging for quite sometime now.I have a livejournal but i guess im too bored with it already.so,hello blogspot.Ill be serving u,with my posts for as long as i can.

Fyi.the names lyana,from kajang,Malaysia.17 and proudly finishin high school in another two months time.Though,Im surely gonna miss school,seriously.Im not sure what im really good at but i have passion for a few things.3 things that are generally 'me' or what im in to are these:
*arts
*bands
*photography

And,ive been in love with kurt cobain since forever.hes 7 feet under but what the heck,ive never seen anyone as great as he is.
cheers everyone.=)



LYANA EFFENDI