Armpits are parts of our body that well,we are not fond of. So far I have not met anyone that loves their armpits more than they love their other parts of their body. But do you think armpits can be something that attracts the opposite sex? I don't mean like a real turn on or anything haha but it could be something, you know, like people do check out your armpits to judge you at some point. For an example, guys don't want girls who don't shave their armpits, do they? and ladies well,hairy armpits for guys are fine i think. I mean I won't fine them odd. Anyway there is a guy who said this in his profile on the 'who id like to meet' section: girls with nice armpits. Hahah!rock on, dude! Well, i guess it IS something that guys do look at.And I gotta tell you, razor blades are no longer good enough for perfect armpits these days. Thats why, whoever the geniuses are, came up with all sorts of inventions to remove body hair. If im not mistaken the latest is by using laser, innit? For common people like me, who doesnt have the extra cash just for the removal of armpit hair, we stick to razor blades or twizers(ouch). Or,avoid wearing sleeveless and keeping armpits down all the time.
Speaking of keeping armpits down, you know, if we're sweating do make sure that they're down!Because if our armpits are sweaty, they get really dominant. They'll start producing milky sweat which stinks and could really suffocate another person. Now, the reason i say this is because i was stuck in a bad situation-in an commuter packed with sweaty people. Being short as I am, I had 3 pukey armpits of different people right at my freaking face-In front, left, and right. The worst thing is I couldnt move and my stop was not any sooner. I was gasping for air, I needed oxygen very very badly and im not exaggerating. It was awful. Im not sure if they've heard of deodorant.I am going with heels of 3" everytime i get into a public transport with people from now on. At least theres 'less polluted' air on top.hah.
cheers people.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
growing passion
It is time that i stand my ground. I am going to say it loud and clear without a single doubt or fear (wow,it rymes,now where did that come from):
' I have passion in art and my passion lies deep within. I am not an artist by profession but i know there is an artist in me. People are always full of doubts and they are always (most of them) very negative on thoughts or ideas or some creation by other people. People tend to have this narrow minded thinking or mentality of bringing people down instead of being humble and helping people to the top. It saddens me, but that is how most people are. Thus, with myself experiencing and encountering a lot of these negativeness from people around me, bringing me down and making me to even have a thought of giving up, I would just like to now stand firm and say 'you failed'. You almost burry me under the ground but the sun has shone once again.ok,whatever that means. What im trying to say is, I'm not a chicken anymore nor am I a sheep. Im a lion that roars. I am no longer hesitant of showing my work to people and Im not scared of making mistakes anymore. I believe and Im sure everyone does, that art is very subjective. Everyone knows that art is subjective so why do they still critisize just to bring people down. Such an irony, I have to say. I will now accept all sorts of criticism from people with an open heart. Ill take whatever there is that I need to go on top, consider others twice and leave whats not necessary. Its no doubt that it is the one way to improve, innit?. Last but not least, I feel sorry for people who tried,try or are trying to bring me or other people down. I feel sorry that you can't actually do what we positive people are doing. And I feel sorry that you can't step out from your 'comfort zone'. Thank you. Rest assured '
Now,these are my latest,biggest and best work so far.stare at it as long as you can.you might get my message.
This piece is called ' faith muse and courage '. It represents what i have said ealier. But let me just explain in detail. I have painted this when i got the inspiration to change. So, this piece really means a lot to me basically because it is the first piece i've done that has a true meaning and represents me. The new me. When i was painting this I made a decision. I will not allow anyone to bring me down. Just like what i've said earlier. I now have faith,muse(inspiration) and courage. ' Faith ' is represented by the colour light blue. Its a soft colour which means it is firm and will always be there.Its okay if people don't have faith in us but it's important that we have faith in ourselves. For ' courage ', I used red to represent it as courage needs to be strong and on-going. Courage always comes with fear.Thus there is still 'fear' in this painting (represented by the black paint).This is because,there is still fear in me.But the fear will only be the shadows of the courage.Shadows.They follow but they dont lead.Courage leads. The rest of the colours in this painting represents muse or inspiration. There are many colours for it because muse is everywhere.Its scattered and of all sorts.Okay.tell me what you think;D
Now, this painting is for me being a loyal fan of Kurt don cobain for almost five years already. In this painting it shows my view on his life. It was full of depressing and unbearable moments, preassures from surrounding but yet, a true soul living in him.Cobain,his guitar,art and music are the things that actually made him happy, that made him HIM. He has his own beautiful world and he is a man full of originality.And i admire him for that.The painting shows towards the end of his life where i drew a gun and lots of red paint which symbolises blood spilling.It shows that he could not stand the media pressures anymore, at that time as well as being eaten up from the inside due to drug addiction.Its really sad but he will always be remembered.And i know this for sure.There.*wipes tears.
Okie dookie,you are free to judge now;D.
' I have passion in art and my passion lies deep within. I am not an artist by profession but i know there is an artist in me. People are always full of doubts and they are always (most of them) very negative on thoughts or ideas or some creation by other people. People tend to have this narrow minded thinking or mentality of bringing people down instead of being humble and helping people to the top. It saddens me, but that is how most people are. Thus, with myself experiencing and encountering a lot of these negativeness from people around me, bringing me down and making me to even have a thought of giving up, I would just like to now stand firm and say 'you failed'. You almost burry me under the ground but the sun has shone once again.ok,whatever that means. What im trying to say is, I'm not a chicken anymore nor am I a sheep. Im a lion that roars. I am no longer hesitant of showing my work to people and Im not scared of making mistakes anymore. I believe and Im sure everyone does, that art is very subjective. Everyone knows that art is subjective so why do they still critisize just to bring people down. Such an irony, I have to say. I will now accept all sorts of criticism from people with an open heart. Ill take whatever there is that I need to go on top, consider others twice and leave whats not necessary. Its no doubt that it is the one way to improve, innit?. Last but not least, I feel sorry for people who tried,try or are trying to bring me or other people down. I feel sorry that you can't actually do what we positive people are doing. And I feel sorry that you can't step out from your 'comfort zone'. Thank you. Rest assured '
Now,these are my latest,biggest and best work so far.stare at it as long as you can.you might get my message.
This piece is called ' faith muse and courage '. It represents what i have said ealier. But let me just explain in detail. I have painted this when i got the inspiration to change. So, this piece really means a lot to me basically because it is the first piece i've done that has a true meaning and represents me. The new me. When i was painting this I made a decision. I will not allow anyone to bring me down. Just like what i've said earlier. I now have faith,muse(inspiration) and courage. ' Faith ' is represented by the colour light blue. Its a soft colour which means it is firm and will always be there.Its okay if people don't have faith in us but it's important that we have faith in ourselves. For ' courage ', I used red to represent it as courage needs to be strong and on-going. Courage always comes with fear.Thus there is still 'fear' in this painting (represented by the black paint).This is because,there is still fear in me.But the fear will only be the shadows of the courage.Shadows.They follow but they dont lead.Courage leads. The rest of the colours in this painting represents muse or inspiration. There are many colours for it because muse is everywhere.Its scattered and of all sorts.Okay.tell me what you think;D
Now, this painting is for me being a loyal fan of Kurt don cobain for almost five years already. In this painting it shows my view on his life. It was full of depressing and unbearable moments, preassures from surrounding but yet, a true soul living in him.Cobain,his guitar,art and music are the things that actually made him happy, that made him HIM. He has his own beautiful world and he is a man full of originality.And i admire him for that.The painting shows towards the end of his life where i drew a gun and lots of red paint which symbolises blood spilling.It shows that he could not stand the media pressures anymore, at that time as well as being eaten up from the inside due to drug addiction.Its really sad but he will always be remembered.And i know this for sure.There.*wipes tears.
Okie dookie,you are free to judge now;D.
WISHLIST!
Well, well, my birthday is in two days time. Just wanna let the WHOLE WORLD knows that im turning 18 in 2 d a y s t i m e
!.sweet sweet 18.Oh,and you know what,i would REALLY appreciate it if you people would buy any OR all of these for my birthday:i know u nice people just cant wait to get me presents but heck, just dnt know what to get me rite? kick off the sighs,i made it easier by doing you this list.
1. It'll be very nice if you people would buy me A PAINTING from the first shop on the left as you enter annexe central market.
2. If thats gnna make a big whole in your wallet, as the canvas + the oil paint + the intelligent talent of the artist would sum up to big amount of cash, getting me ACRYLIC PAINTS are good enough.
3. Though if you really love me and dont mind spending,you can always get me a FILE for my portfolio which I saw at kinokuniya (at the stationary section, just walk straight to the back).It costs RM118.not too bad ey?
4. No worries if you dont love me THAT much (haha;p), buy me CANVAS.big or small doesnt matter. BIgger are always better. you know that rite? i know im right.
5. BRUSHEs or black FABRIC PENs will be f i n e..............
6. OH oh!how bout a new BLACK EYELINER.the one that doesnt smear easily.yg mahal tu.(hahahah;p).it'll be great for my sepet eyes. and i always get it tattooed so i promise you it wont be a waste. at all. at all.
7. If you like NOVELs,i like em too.but make sure its not the typical teen novel ok? coz im not one hahah.i mean the 'late teen' novels are fine. Adult fiction.you know what i mean.*gelak nakal (cheeky laugh).
8. You know what,i really r e a l l y need a new chair for my study section in my room. The MODERN STYLE STOOL which is best if the height can be adjusted. And and,i wud like bright colours for it. Green, red, or white. You know, the 'ikea' colours. oh ya,get it from ikea, hows that?
9. I would also really love to use some of BODYSHOP'S BODY LOTION.yea,i'd really love that.make sure its sweet smelling,not too mile not too strong. Find the smell that says, "im 18,im new,clean,legal and fresh.come to me,im here ooh baby ooh baby." haha. Thats too much. How bout just this, " im 18,im new,clean,legal and fresh" ok fullstop. Find me that.
10. last but not least...bring KURT COBAIN to life?i'd love a one night stand with him.
Okay,your pick guys. But i know you people are a bunch of cheapskates. And i know im not AT ALL mean. just throw me a pool party.haha kidding,just make sure you wish me ON my birthday.midnite will be best.;p take care 'kids'. wehehe
!.sweet sweet 18.Oh,and you know what,i would REALLY appreciate it if you people would buy any OR all of these for my birthday:i know u nice people just cant wait to get me presents but heck, just dnt know what to get me rite? kick off the sighs,i made it easier by doing you this list.
1. It'll be very nice if you people would buy me A PAINTING from the first shop on the left as you enter annexe central market.
2. If thats gnna make a big whole in your wallet, as the canvas + the oil paint + the intelligent talent of the artist would sum up to big amount of cash, getting me ACRYLIC PAINTS are good enough.
3. Though if you really love me and dont mind spending,you can always get me a FILE for my portfolio which I saw at kinokuniya (at the stationary section, just walk straight to the back).It costs RM118.not too bad ey?
4. No worries if you dont love me THAT much (haha;p), buy me CANVAS.big or small doesnt matter. BIgger are always better. you know that rite? i know im right.
5. BRUSHEs or black FABRIC PENs will be f i n e..............
6. OH oh!how bout a new BLACK EYELINER.the one that doesnt smear easily.yg mahal tu.(hahahah;p).it'll be great for my sepet eyes. and i always get it tattooed so i promise you it wont be a waste. at all. at all.
7. If you like NOVELs,i like em too.but make sure its not the typical teen novel ok? coz im not one hahah.i mean the 'late teen' novels are fine. Adult fiction.you know what i mean.*gelak nakal (cheeky laugh).
8. You know what,i really r e a l l y need a new chair for my study section in my room. The MODERN STYLE STOOL which is best if the height can be adjusted. And and,i wud like bright colours for it. Green, red, or white. You know, the 'ikea' colours. oh ya,get it from ikea, hows that?
9. I would also really love to use some of BODYSHOP'S BODY LOTION.yea,i'd really love that.make sure its sweet smelling,not too mile not too strong. Find the smell that says, "im 18,im new,clean,legal and fresh.come to me,im here ooh baby ooh baby." haha. Thats too much. How bout just this, " im 18,im new,clean,legal and fresh" ok fullstop. Find me that.
10. last but not least...bring KURT COBAIN to life?i'd love a one night stand with him.
Okay,your pick guys. But i know you people are a bunch of cheapskates. And i know im not AT ALL mean. just throw me a pool party.haha kidding,just make sure you wish me ON my birthday.midnite will be best.;p take care 'kids'. wehehe
Thursday, January 10, 2008
bla-de-bla
net not working.things are goin OK..
Though i really miss studying.haha.yeah.
cant wait to get into college or u and get bz.
plus i ran out of friends.yeah friends.ill tell you what people run out of.peop run out of cash or fuel.not friends.but me?my friends are mostly gone.dissapeared.poof!just like that.hanged with az last few days which was fun.been a while since we last hanged.thank you monkey for coming.Though he was late but i didnt really mind bacause i was hooked by this great book by geoffthompson at kinokuniya.'the art of thinking positive'.uhuh,the perfecto book for me.Ended up buying it.lol
aite,have to go.
Though i really miss studying.haha.yeah.
cant wait to get into college or u and get bz.
plus i ran out of friends.yeah friends.ill tell you what people run out of.peop run out of cash or fuel.not friends.but me?my friends are mostly gone.dissapeared.poof!just like that.hanged with az last few days which was fun.been a while since we last hanged.thank you monkey for coming.Though he was late but i didnt really mind bacause i was hooked by this great book by geoffthompson at kinokuniya.'the art of thinking positive'.uhuh,the perfecto book for me.Ended up buying it.lol
aite,have to go.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
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