di tgh2 malam begini.....

azzari,
Of all the sayang kamu(s) and i love you(s) i said to you that were seldom replied back,i still do miss you a lot.I miss your mengadaness and the fact that u have this very limited memory.(hahh).miss your weird craps.How you would speak only english with your british(or was it american) accent.Well,now you do speak malay.fuh.Miss talking to you through the phone where theres always silence between us after 5 minutes of talking,and we'll go..'soh..'back to back non stop for a few seconds till we find a new topic to talk about.ha ha.miss seein you.n so wanna cuddle with you again because you have the warmest hug ever although youre as skinny as a stick.Isnt it ironic?dnt u think?;)
i do really really miss you.and this is not a lie.theres so much more to know about you.Just hope theres time.
not in sight doesnt mean not in mind.

aku sayang kau lah gedik!; )

ur awek,
lyana

.......saya jiwang

gettin high with high

Downloaded a few songs from limewire yeaterday.One of em is james blunt's high.'High' really makes me FLOAT and really gets me HIGH listening to it especially at the chorus where he sings 'hiiiiiiigggggghhhhh' with that sweet and comforty pitch.ooouhh damn.Hes a genius;)
I know it has been released ages ago and the thought of downloading it HAS been clinging on my mind eversince but it just didnt pop out whenever i hang around limewire trying to figure out what songs to download.Soh,im really glad that it finally came back to my lil memory last night.
Also downloaded a few others of his'.Not my favourite though.Others include 'ironic' from the great alanis morissette,'Sing' by travis and 'The skin of my yellow country teeth' by Clap Your Hands and Say Yeah.A band from brooklyn.Been around for quite sometime already but i just knew this band and i have to say for this song they sound a lil like ozma at the begining and ending of the song and when i heard it for the first time i baffled for a moment.His voice.Its horrible!he sounds like a wasted drunken and dehydrated man when he sings that.I still like it though.The drum beats are simple,very basic but if its with open-and-close high hat it would make the song a lil upbeat and more awesome.Overall,love it.Them clap your hands and say yeah:

So,all these went into my lil ipod shuffle last night including the songs jayzuan gave me through the net.Well,his songs actually.hah hah;p.According to my ears,my fav among the 3 songs of his would be 'selamat tinggal'.But dangg,it just makes me laugh when the part where he sings 'maafkanlah salah laku' comes as he sorts of exaggerate his accent on the word 'laku'Hahah man u should listen to this.But overall,again,good song.sad,mellow.n Im thinking of jammin 'si dia';p.Its a fun song.Haha jayzuan tentu would be very flattered.;p
I also asked for free love's indierock darlin.Love that song.Great indie.
Oh and not to forget weezer's Buddy holly,hash pipe and perfect situation.I dont fancy buddy holly.Its too idk.Well,i just dnt fancy it.hash pipe on the other hand is a typical weezer.And i like it very much.Perfect situation,as many would have been very familiar to it,its A ok.

weezer.They still rock.
Yeap,thats about it.Bdw checked out pavillion just now.its HUGE!thats all i can say abt it.ha ha.
cheerio.

cash $$$

Last month was the first time i ever bought a 13 ringgit eyeliner from silkygirl(after discount).Of course,my mum was the one who was soo kind to pay for it .Well,after i did a long face that is.My usual eyeliner was a 4 buck eyeliner from chamelon.Im not a cheapskate,to tell the truth i can never keep my wallet fat.

Why?First reason.If i have money I would spent and spent and spent like theres no tomorow,bak kata perpatah,belanja tak ingat dunia.
Second.The reason why my wallet could not grow fat(with money) is simply because i dont have money!I get A BUCK a day for school,summing up to 5 bucks a week,10 bucks for two weeks and 20 bucks for a month with four weeks.Id be very lucky to get 25 bucks for a month.pffft u say,but i am not pulling anyones leg here..I really face money crisis that is very unbearable and unacceptable.With a buck a day,its jussssst enough for a bread with sliced sausages on top.Which with no comment,i do love eating that and wouldnt mind eating it everyday.And i could actually eat nasi goreng with a buck which i chose not to since it will blow me up like a balloon after a month.Anyways,ive surveyd the canteen food and anything thats below a buck is not my cuppa tea.SO,with a buck,i could eat good food but then theres aaaaaa liiitlllle problem.There wont be any savings!Im sure u'll say i could be smarter and pack food from home instead.Well,i just dnt want home food!hmm.
Im underpaid for going to school.And for this week,since i went to school only twice,i get TWO bucks which i wanted to save since its fasting month but rabaeh,our class' treasurer,came up to me and asked for two bucks for the class money.geez man.like what the ferck.;((
* * * *
about the eyeliner,i LOST it.i never lose my 4 buck eyeliner but when i was just about to use this 13 buck eyeliner for the second time,i couldnt find it!gahh.Ada toyol dengki kat rumah aku nih.!

I need to figure out how to make money from now on since i'll definitely be broke once i finish school.One way to earn money is to wait for raya.*grins*and of course,work.Or im thinking of making t shirts which everyone seems to be doing nowadays.There would be competetion but if they're nice and unique people still wont mind buying.Yeah,IF.And its all about talent here.Im good at copying stuff but not at designing.Ill still try though.desperate times,id do anything except the ones that require me to do something (and melt) under the hot sun.

And oh!i have 10 bucks in my wallet and need another 10 bucks for a new eyeliner.when is the 10 bucks coming??***in a million years.sigh.

yesterday was my aunts birthday.happy birthday!!i love you so so much.!!

just an old pic of us in pd.

Lastly,happy 3 months anniversary to me n the bf.ha ha.

blogspot an ASS!

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO ALL THE PICTURES ON MY FREAKIN BLOG???
GAH,BENGANG BODO.

somebody tell me how to overcome this.i WANT the pics on my blog!

haih bosan

news flash:
graduation will be held at metro inn hotel in kajang.pffft!i prefer it to be in school where its a lil less formal and it'll be much more interesting and fun to do it at night.Since it'll be in metro inn,its from 9 freakin AM till noon.like ape kes ni buat pagi!bodo gila!im also not sure if my band can perform then.If its in school it would not be much of a problem or hastle.gah,everythins ruined.This is why i hate planin things.coz the plan NeVer goes as planned.forget bout this then.And im so not planning anything fer prom.I'll go with the flow~

Aku sangat lapar harini.lagi2 hujan,sejuk,bertambah lapar la aku.nothings stoppin me from eating tho.*grins.hahah,aku xpose.yeah nikmat,mari mari!

bdw,esok ponteng sekolah lagi.3rd day for this week.and hightlight for today is that i got to know next week is a week off!hell yeah baby.our adek2 is having their pmr and we'll get a week of freedom.
I went school just now and sat for 3 diagnostic papers.For the rest of the time,i was busy chit chattin with sara about no other than ducktoi and our local bands which are seriously gettin better nowadays.Im very impressed with the malaysian music industry which is very much improving.bravo!

To name a few bands:oag(always ware awesome),the times,couple,muck,free love, and hujan.they're awesome.Ill definitely try to catch their gigs once im 'allowed' to go out.To mohd Jayzuan from free love,tahniah juga.i bet ur duin well with ur solo career though i find ur songs to be rather too 'jiwang karat' for me;p.Jangan mara ye abg jay.Lyana masih dgr lagu2 kamu kemana jua.ahaks!cheers;)


free love

couple

hujan

MUCK

Jay

oag

support local music scene!
cayalah lyana.ahahaks;p

hah,perut pon dah berkeroncong.time to eat.*grins.once again.*
ta.

little thoughts:confused

I feel like evryone is avoiding me.Well not everyone but,why is the boyfriend not replyin my comment??The last time he did that was before he ask for a break up.dnt tell me another break ups coming.damn.
and shahrin,miss him.havent talked like before for quite sometime and he'll only reply my message once.
i thought i was nice to everyone.

what now?
xpaham man.

a lie turns out to be a disaster

Well,okay,not really a disaster but..
hah,heres the story.I was too lazy to wake up for school this morning and fortunately i got my period and with that,had some reasons to lie to my mum.I told my mum that i had period cramps and so,i have to skip school.And well i did.BUT,god was angry with me and gave me cold.yes,COLD.Im having running nose and its annoying.However,im okay with it though.

I SO DNT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL and sit for another 5 sets of diagnostic papers!Im tired of exams!god.i've been having exams straight for more than a month already.I know,i know,im so not ready for spm.I know i have to change.I know,i know what i should do.But,i really need a break...terribly.please,just another day,get me well and ill start new.well,ill try.please god,i beg u...

and oh,since my band couldnt get another chick to play the guitars or bass,fye(my cousin)is our sessionist.Just for the mean time till we find a girl who can play.So,now its 3 girls and a guy.heh.very odd.oh,we're like 'the course' now.huhu.bdw,any girls here up for this?any guitarist in the house??inform me=)

song selections:

island in the sun-weezer
with or without control-sahara hotnights
promises-the cranberries

thats all for now.few simplest songs which arnt really simple to me.damn!i need to improve with my drumming!

Another good news is,a couple of days back,a guy named AM,some of my friends' friend asked me to join his band and play indie.I was excited about it but at the same time i was scared.so i chickened out with a lame reason of 'nak majukan the band i have now first'.But he sort of begged me(because there isn't any other drummers).And he convinced me by saying they are all noobies(new to bands)and that they wanna take it slow and nasz(a friend of ours who is a great drummer and not to mention,my idol)will teach me how to play..And so i sort of agreed,i guess.the vocalist will be a girl.I have to say that this might work well.but,the little problem is that,i know none of them!even Am himself.i havent even met him and i might be 'gelabah' aka nervous and not relaxed when i play the drums,which will make everything worse.I guess i have to practise ALOT and try to relax.
we'll start when we're all free.

Heres Am:



wish me luck.

life update

Life has been great for the past few months till today.I got myself a new boyfriend,after two and the half years with the ex.I thought,i seriously wasnt gonna get any other guy once i break up with the ex because i never really liked many guys.Most guys i've known arent just my type.The miracle is that,just right before i set my words for breaking up with the ex,i met a new guy at art class.And yes,to my surprise,i like him.I like him a lot.Hes no other ordinary guy.hes prety different.And so i broke up with the ex and got together with this new guy days after.
heres a pic of the boyfriend:


woopsie,my bad;)

yeap,this is he.

done.enough with my lovelife.


EOS 350D.
why the fuck can i get this thing?Ive been wanting a dslr since last year.My mom knows how badly i want this thing.Ive even wanted to use my own money(from the bank) to get this thing.But no,she says papa will get me one IF i come off with flying colours for spm.And thats next year!AND IF i live up to their high expectations.Damn,god is really testing my patience here.Everybody else has turned into a pro in photography.I dont even have a freaking dslr.I mean pfft,i cant do much with a sony cybershot can i.ive been using but theres limits.theres noise n i cant really zoom it,and the shutter speed macam siput!curse!


sara,neb and yours truly.
The Cheer-i-Os.
I finally formed a girl band which I wanted to since i was kicked from a band with a bunch of guys last year.Ahh,no big deal though,they havent really gone up and i think will start off at the same time as us.Moving on.It actually took months for me to realize that i have a friend(well not close at that time)who could play the guitar very well.And I thought,hey why not we form a band.I approaced her and she agreed there n then.Neb,bless you.And sara,I really cant wait to hear u sing;p bless you too.We 3 amigos are all up and up for this!

neb on guitars,sara on vocals and myself on the drums.I hope i dont dissapoint them as I dnt have much drumming skills and not to mention my timing sucks.Tho,i promise myself to get as much practise as i can and hope we're good enough to start off playing at gigs and shows.Well this sunday will have our first ever jamming practise at my place.Theres a graduation dinner,for my school in october and we'll be performing,if god will give us a chance.We really need to play for this graduation as our first experience before we perform at my schools prom in december.
ahh yes,prom.
heres the link,anyone,do check it out.its for the public.If anyones free on that day,do come.dnt be shy.Its really open to public.

www.myspace.com/theprom2007.

aite.cheerio everyone.

hello earthlings!

Im here adding to the number of people on blogspot.com.I havent been blogging for quite sometime now.I have a livejournal but i guess im too bored with it already.so,hello blogspot.Ill be serving u,with my posts for as long as i can.

Fyi.the names lyana,from kajang,Malaysia.17 and proudly finishin high school in another two months time.Though,Im surely gonna miss school,seriously.Im not sure what im really good at but i have passion for a few things.3 things that are generally 'me' or what im in to are these:
*arts
*bands
*photography

And,ive been in love with kurt cobain since forever.hes 7 feet under but what the heck,ive never seen anyone as great as he is.
cheers everyone.=)



LYANA EFFENDI