Wednesday, January 30, 2008

growing passion

It is time that i stand my ground. I am going to say it loud and clear without a single doubt or fear (wow,it rymes,now where did that come from):

' I have passion in art and my passion lies deep within. I am not an artist by profession but i know there is an artist in me. People are always full of doubts and they are always (most of them) very negative on thoughts or ideas or some creation by other people. People tend to have this narrow minded thinking or mentality of bringing people down instead of being humble and helping people to the top. It saddens me, but that is how most people are. Thus, with myself experiencing and encountering a lot of these negativeness from people around me, bringing me down and making me to even have a thought of giving up, I would just like to now stand firm and say 'you failed'. You almost burry me under the ground but the sun has shone once again.ok,whatever that means. What im trying to say is, I'm not a chicken anymore nor am I a sheep. Im a lion that roars. I am no longer hesitant of showing my work to people and Im not scared of making mistakes anymore. I believe and Im sure everyone does, that art is very subjective. Everyone knows that art is subjective so why do they still critisize just to bring people down. Such an irony, I have to say. I will now accept all sorts of criticism from people with an open heart. Ill take whatever there is that I need to go on top, consider others twice and leave whats not necessary. Its no doubt that it is the one way to improve, innit?. Last but not least, I feel sorry for people who tried,try or are trying to bring me or other people down. I feel sorry that you can't actually do what we positive people are doing. And I feel sorry that you can't step out from your 'comfort zone'. Thank you. Rest assured '


Now,these are my latest,biggest and best work so far.stare at it as long as you can.you might get my message.



This piece is called ' faith muse and courage '. It represents what i have said ealier. But let me just explain in detail. I have painted this when i got the inspiration to change. So, this piece really means a lot to me basically because it is the first piece i've done that has a true meaning and represents me. The new me. When i was painting this I made a decision. I will not allow anyone to bring me down. Just like what i've said earlier. I now have faith,muse(inspiration) and courage. ' Faith ' is represented by the colour light blue. Its a soft colour which means it is firm and will always be there.Its okay if people don't have faith in us but it's important that we have faith in ourselves. For ' courage ', I used red to represent it as courage needs to be strong and on-going. Courage always comes with fear.Thus there is still 'fear' in this painting (represented by the black paint).This is because,there is still fear in me.But the fear will only be the shadows of the courage.Shadows.They follow but they dont lead.Courage leads. The rest of the colours in this painting represents muse or inspiration. There are many colours for it because muse is everywhere.Its scattered and of all sorts.Okay.tell me what you think;D



Now, this painting is for me being a loyal fan of Kurt don cobain for almost five years already. In this painting it shows my view on his life. It was full of depressing and unbearable moments, preassures from surrounding but yet, a true soul living in him.Cobain,his guitar,art and music are the things that actually made him happy, that made him HIM. He has his own beautiful world and he is a man full of originality.And i admire him for that.The painting shows towards the end of his life where i drew a gun and lots of red paint which symbolises blood spilling.It shows that he could not stand the media pressures anymore, at that time as well as being eaten up from the inside due to drug addiction.Its really sad but he will always be remembered.And i know this for sure.There.*wipes tears.


Okie dookie,you are free to judge now;D.

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